------MOKMENG IS I---------

2007-12-03T07:47:00.000-08:00

Hello world....well finally lar i grecovered my password..i feel like a doink coz even this i had to get my bro's help..haih..so anyway ppl..b4 our class had a party..we totally needed dresses u see..considerin the fact tht i dont own one n this is my first..hehe..we went shoppin all 6 of us..kv,gaya,thars,sharm,veno n me...and plus one guy...vinod...we went to holiday plaza ..damn we were spoilt for choices..coolness..but i cchose my dress like within 20 minutes frm the time we started shoppin....hehe..

Accecories werent a prob..coz vinod was damn good,he was like givin me tips on how to matchem...im like...''yes sir''...haha...he even told sharm wat kind of shoes to get to match her outfit..haha...

We made a trip to town to get thar's nose pierced...damn they juz used cold spray lar.,.ish..and then kavithaa brought us all for threading...so painful lar..wah..teared n i teared but its worth it lar..rm10 to clear my jungle-fied eyebrows...and instantly i saw changes..hehe..coolness..

So it was party time...n this is how it went...i had a great time lar..

we look like bunch of clubbers..haha

i simply love hou ling's dress..she looked gorgeous

sabrina kept hugging me...haha..thank goodness she'z the other end..

shynee looks like a japanese...hehe..eileen is as panjang as usual

smile.....smile even more....hehe

thars's dress was pink and as sweet as her,putri's hair rocked!

jolene looks so good,she wore a 3 inch high heels!!

my pretty pretty.. hot classmates

gaya n i...yea..we do look alike..our moms say so..wat i loved most was my earing....it was gold n it was so ''jang''.....i didnt even need a necklace....i loved my earing!! it is as special as the person who bought it for me..

aite ppl i'll be leavin to port dickson for a holiday on the 6th n will be back on the 10th..till then peace out.

THAIPUSAM

2007-01-31T22:53:00.000-08:00

Aite..im back...im back to blog bout THAIPUSAM...before tht lemme clear ur doubts bout this festival...on this day,we indians dont get angpau's frm married ppl,wear new clothes,eat a kings feast..dei i juz described chinese new yaer..haha.k k..this day is more about spiritual beleives.its like this--lets say u vowed to get straight a's,n then u got all the a's...so u participate on thaipusam day to 'repay' the gods..we have the ordinary ones like the milk pots,n the major one called alaagu kavadi(beautiful milk offrering)..wateva tht means..ok.we indians have to fast by goin vegetarian for as long as one to three weeks..durin fasting we have to walk,act talk,spaek n think wit good intentions..bcoz on the eve there is an event where u put ur palm in a kuali with hot oil to take out a 'jemput-jemput' look alike thing..if u break ur fast like ter..or sumthin...u'll see the consequences...so let me take u to the eve..

DEEP BREATH IN....DEEP BREATH OUT..

Aite...this is a little boy...blowing a shell.....boy...its rilli loud u noe....haha.its acctually one of the ways where in the olden days people blow tht for warnings n all...but nowdays we can only respect those shells by using it for prayers..

The young guy,Deva is going to be the barrier of the main kavadi.he is only 20 and he has to take the kavadi bcoz it is a family tradition...thtz his dad telling him wat to do n wat not to do...cuz he kinda looks rilli lost rite.. haha
if u look properly,the elderly man has sumthin on his mouth.he cant talk when he wears tht..i noe u ppl muz be wondering why muz they be half naked.but acctualy,wat they r wearing is called a whaisthi..looks like a sarong,but its not cuz they wear it in a way where it looks like a pants...ussualy for dancers as well.

Boil..Boil...

As i was sayin,tis are the so called 'jemput-jemputs' that r put in the kuali to be fried...not to eat it la...but for us the devotees to take them out...look at the fire...look at the oil..n they expect us to put our palms in it...wont u suffer first degree burns?who in the rite mind wud do such a thing?

Fully submerged 'jemput-jemput'

U can see for urself now rite,how hot it is..just the bahang already can make u faint.i used to think so...tht 'oh ur hand will burn'..but reality is,it wont.if u fast,n have good intentions towards people..u dun suffer the consequences.but if u do sumthin wrong..like break the rules while fasting,every1 will noe tht u r sinful..it rilli determines tht.u think its juz sum fairytale fact..but im telling u its true.looks impossible to put ur hands in tht rite..?i was juz standing n suddenly,a fren of mine jus told me,''if u arent scared ,give it a shot'' n im like''im not scared..i have a camera in my hand'' he said''i'll hold it 4 u''

terus bengang la saya...ok...took a lot of guts u noe cuz..

I TOOK IT!!thtz my palms.....haha....k it looks bad but trust me it isnt..yes it was hot(u saw the kuali rite),it was rilli freaky and it took a lot of my guts to put my hands in it..acctually its all in the mind..all in the mind....the fouth finger was like freakin red...but it didnt hurt...looks like i pass my fasting period well..at least i had good intentions to those who even thought i had bad intentions...u noe after putting my hands in,i did wat nithya always does...LAUGH!!haha....yea...this is juz the eve see la,if got time...i put more pics ok...esok or sumthin...

im out

--niya--

im back

2006-12-29T21:53:00.000-08:00

Gosh...i feel like a looser lar wei....i have a blog but i dun blog.....sadistic sial......haha...ok....watz new??!!one thing,in my personal life is that the TRUTH is out.......wat truth??nevermind.....one day,u will noe....(i think)lately,i've been up till like 2 a.m in da morning....trying to finish the cerpen in kerusi as well as putera gunung tahan.....dei,jungle of hope is like full of crap.....fren told me to do the pearl....can ar??u think emilda will let??i doubt so....maybe she mite ask us to do both....haha......while being awake,i'll be busy sms-in away.....this month i spent rm 50 juz for credit!!!screw me la!!!!ok.....i wun do tht anymore la...i'll juz use my dads phone instead!!!haha...

While sms-ing......darn vinod played a huge prank on me until i almost cried.....ALMOST!!rilli la....then i got rilli pissed.....didnt hesitate to call him an idiot!!haha.....after that,i tak shuang la.....so we both played a massive prank on one of our friends.....MASSIVE!!it was called plan BITCH,CARRIED OUT ON 29 DECEMBER AT HR :2000...that victim of ours rilli fell for it.....but when she found out bout da prank....she called us,idiots,dogs,pigs,mangos,bananas........sumore wht??HAHA....but seriously....we got no better work la....so this is how i spent my holidays...irritate ppl!!!haha.....there was once i was online till like 4 a.m....if im not mistaken,i saw yvonne ho online till tht time.....fun la....but i was told...to enjoy my last year of school with all my frenz......'look at them like u never looked at them before'...(that keeps running in my head,cuz it will be our last year to get into major troble,talk crap,laugh hysterically,n bithing bout ppl....)damn its our LAST!!!we better treasure it,cuz we definately wanna leave with the best memories ever.......cuz in college it aint gonna be the same....

After this,we gotta make big decisions....HUGE ones....where u gonna go,wat u gonna do.?watz ur cup of tea?as for me.....im torn in between medicine n journalism.........cuz......i was juz wondering....i want to be a doctor,but their lives r hectic until they r old....can i live up to tht standard?am i smart enough?do i have wat it takes??whereas journalism...offers da best outta me....talkative,fantastic social life.....news coverage,broadcasting....travelling....gosh....!!im confused gila la!!!!!!ok...i will make my decision sumhow la......BUT...

I juz want to travel after spm....budjet travelling....across asia.....go back packing.....hiking....like rilli how discovery channel always show....seriously la...damn fun.....yea yea...i'll plan n plan....but usually it wun happen cuz....aiyar....it the typical me......haha......but one day la....sumhow....haha....ok ok....u guys muz be like rilli studying for next year rite....?so gud luck n all the best.....oh yea.....those in science 1 n 2....r gonna be safe...u guys wun get scolding 4 class terbising!!science 3 is so gonna get tht.....cuz IM gonna be there....itz the normal me....wherever i am...i'll make it noisy...hopefully we dun kena jemur in da sun cuz of me......hopefully we can make it the most gempak year...!!!hhaha....mary george is so gonna hate me....tht one i predict..hehe...tht means more frequent visits to da principals office.....i mean to get signatures la.....not get scolding....i hope......

so alrite machaa's.......u guyz have a great new year ok...!!!2007 here we come!!!

#those who wants to like join me make it the most memorable year....juz stick wit me....i'll assure u tht....!!but u gotta be preapared for sum major pranks or sumthin la.....!!haha...im like talking as though there is no such thing as SPM.....man,tht tot scares me to death la dei....kk im out.....

niya

outing.......

2006-12-21T08:36:00.000-08:00

Allrite....school is gonna start....dammit la....its gonna be one hectic year ahead....rite?i hope not....but nevertherless,......its our LAST YEAR!!!last freaking year in school.....(unless we do form 6 la..haha)im like rilli lazy to blog oledi laa......dunno why....but i hope i will have sumthin to blog about soon especially with new year comming around.....wat ya doin for new year??anythin special....?hehe....

im out....

niya

camp!!

2006-12-16T07:18:00.000-08:00

wuhoo!!!!did i have a good time or wat in camp???it was fantastic la....we went as urusetia's.....so like daa we loved it.....but i think i liked it the most la....dun fikir until so serong.....juz liked it cuz....ok i'll juz share a little sumthin-sumthin i had....so u judge...ok...

DAY ONE :
we reached early...kinda la....punctuality is important in st john rite...i bet u all noe why...haha...we were incharge of the girls accomodation....where did they sleep??in classrooms...gosh it was filthy dirty la.....S.A.B...is rilli dirty....it looks like a new block,but darn,i was cheated...it was filthy...curtains were dusty,reminds me of a haunted place....electricity all not working....fish la!!th

Then we chose 'Papa camp' n 'Mama camp'......Kelly was 'Mama camp'....coolness....but u noe wat slack the most....talentime was on the first day.....so everone like shy shy...and wee tak came up wit this....

wee tak :i want u to sing jingle bells....

participant :...............(juz shuts up)

wee tak :u all takde sukan la......

us :haha.....he means not sporting

wee tak :ei if ur bells dun jingle....u gonna get it...

us :haha
Then later on,we had work....think wat urusetia juz sit n do nothing but laugh ar...we had patrol duty....to keep the participants safe n sound...we had to walk around their blocks.....guess wat time was mine????it was frm 3 to 6.30.......fantastic rite....but luckily lingesh stayed up wit me n hou ling..he updated us wit his...everything....*winks*....but b4 our shift...me n hou ling didnt eat dinner so we went hunting for it....found it,ate it...ate what??JUNK FOOD!!!..while eating,vinod felt thirsty...so we went to 7\11 at 2.10 in the morning...he wanted sluurpy so badly....rushed in 7/11 only to find out tht there was no slurpy after 12.....ok....bought grape juice,i think.....n MARS!!!fantastic.....juz nice for duty.....keep me awake....duty finished at 6.30 rite...but i had to wake up the participants at 7.....mite as well stay awake...stayed awake,.....wee tak asked us to march.....fine....march.....until 9.30.....I DIDNT SLEEP!!!25 hours in the running of no sleep....

DAY TWO :

allrite...the day didnt end...it juz continued until i decided to get sum sleep in the afternoon...about two hours nap...it was kinda boring la...until at nite,we had TREASURE HUNT!!organised by ec...it was fun la...scarry la...wee tak went running around wit a warewolf mask to scare ppl...but i think i was the only one who screamed....hehe...scarry la....after treasure hunt....i knocked out...suppose to do duty,but the pelangi guys like rilli kesiankan me....until they didnt wake me up for my shift....

DAY THREE :

this day was full wit lectures......i attended them....suprising la..i wasnt sleepy...n oni two of us attended the lecture among ll the ajk's....the rest were fast asleep....or asleep in lectures....last time when we were participants,we dared not even rest our eyes if we were sleepy....me n vinod sat at the back,listening to the whole lecture AGAIN...2005,2005 n 2006.....especially the ones wit the same story line...munching mentos was my past time,while he went jentek-ing participants who felt sleepy with getah......*damn pain wei*.....

Later at nite,i was damn pissed over sumthin....*winks*....damn pissed.....but i had to do duty....sat there n lepak wit hou ling,lingesh...n later on...a few more,we woke the participants up at 3.30,n made them hentak kaki...tell them a story,though we knew they were sleepy....i loved this la...watching them being tortored n tormented..haha...tis nite,i LEARNED alot...i learned tht everyone is human being,n no-one is in any position to comment or kutuk anyone unless u are intheir position....i learned this....its hard to explain....but,i gained sumthin....*everything happens 4 a reason*....i believe......

DAY FOUR :

It was a fun day...again,nithya didnt sleep.....i decided to follow up the classes cuz had a mission to do..hehe.....in the evening,me,shu pei n hou ling organised a telematch....!!man it was an obstacle course man....then it was MOVIE DAY!!!all the participants had to watch ''remember the titans''...is a great movie....after the movie...me n hou ling realised tht the 3 of us didnt eat dinner....shups had braces on,so it dint make a difference if she ate or not...but we were starving...so collin drove the 6 of us to the nearest mamak for supper....sum had roti bom,sum had roti tisu...i had roti pisang...we basically went mamaking la....eat,stare,laugh....haha....u have no idea wat happened...came back to S.A.B,n we all watched dhoom n don....chinese or indian,all watched hindi movie....bukannya faham...tapi....entertainment je la....then one by one fell asleep...hou ling made me walk back to bilik gerakan alone!!scaryy la....then left the two of us....watch the movie until 6.30....next day act like nothing happened...

LAST DAY :
Flag raising.......marching.....eat...lecture....clean.....end!!!haha......thtz it...

But i had a great time la...especially the times when i dont sleep,go mamaking......n lectures....games.....damn gila fun la.....but this is a urusetia's point of view.....i think a participant's one wud be damn sadistic......but like daa.......u work hard first then u enjoy the rest of it.....when i was a participant...i felt like suicide is my only option...hahaha....but now...i take tht back...acctually a lot more happened...but i cant blog about it la...itz beyond words....in a nutshell......I LOVED CAMP!!!......wuhuuoo.......!!!!

~niya~

ice cream lovers.....

2006-12-05T22:48:00.000-08:00

main course anyone...?itz all ice cream........

Yummy.......mmmm.......scrumptious ice cream.........

taste it ,taste it......

haha........sumthin specially for the ice cream lovers......i received a mail,n oh,gosh,i love it!!!love it lots!!!!

but kinda reminds me of FERGALICIOUS.......mm....so delicious.....taste it taste it....haha

niya

hey!!!

2006-12-05T22:14:00.000-08:00

Alrite im back in action.....at least i have something to blog about......after all this time..yesterday,as usual,i was up to my nonsense......

Guess wat niya did?

I PLAYED A PRANK ON 2 OF MY FRIENDS!!!!

ok....hehe....it was juz a text message ok,it goes sumthin like this...

----Call me urgently.A bad news about u...

-----Sender
+0123456789 but if they r smart,they would scrolll down summore n see this

----R u shocked??haha....send this to as many ppl u noe,n see how many stupid ppl dun read the full msg

One friend of mine rilli fell for it....inoocently, dia panggil aku....before picking up the phone,i was laughin like crazy...the convo was like this...

friend :huh....watz bad about me?

me :hahaha....ahaha.....ahaha......dungu,read ur msg properly...

friend :wait ar....i read properly....EH U RILLI ONE MANGKUK HAYUN LA!!!

me :hahha...ahha.....kan dah kena....

friend :U wait n see....u so gonnna get it....

me :oh crap!!

Acctually,i didnt send the msg,i was sleeping then gaya took my phone n sent it,now i have to pay for a crime i didnt commit.....hhahaa.....but who cares...how bad could it get rite??another friend called but i couldnt pick up cuz i was busy laughing....tht one oso said i gonna get it....

Im freaking out cuz i'll be meeting them in camp....i dunno how bad im gonna get it...

so,i'll be off for my fifth camp for this year....yea......fifth camp....3 st john camps this year n 2 interact camps.....i juz realise tht tis year i went full swing for my koko...then like daa.....academicly i suck....cant blame anyone else,cuz i shud take this responsibility myself!!aite..i'll be back soon....peace out----

niya

2006-11-23T23:00:00.000-08:00

thts shenni!!i dropped her off there before commin home..hehe...nolar..i dunno wht was this bin trying to prove..''throw urself in the bin if u cant throw rubbish?''....i guess

i love this building..but its christmas in a month la...

gelojohness=eileen+houling+shanu+shenni(oops..it shud be paris) + me

:::::::candid time::::::

i asked her to gimme an america's next top model pose...n this is wht i got..

the tounges always play a part in their photos..

i'll tell u hu shez dreaming off.......she dreaming of a korean fella....i dunno whtz his name...but its him.......OR i think shez thinking about herself being a korean....eeyeerr...

smile like u mean it.....yeah....

it was fun...nothin else but fun....11 people got held back because of us(ei...we talked to the parliment guards wei....,we even walked on their grounds)...hehe....n all in all...shenni earned the title 'PARIS'(not the place.....but paris hilton)haha..oni we noe why...

burger king was great...but ei...i ate beef!!!!not on purpose....accidentally!!gone la...but nvm...i learn sumthin..'open ur mouth n ask next time'

Learned how to be independant for once....

leen,hou ling n shanu did all the thinking while me n shenni juz ikut oni....

p.s:shenni.....howz my burger??haha

::::::how karma governs in every aspect of life::::::

Undiscovered Passion.........

2006-11-19T00:28:00.000-08:00

This r dancersl standing with poise...n confidence.....ODDISI.....

When i was young...about 5 years old...my paernt told me.."nithya we r going to send u for dance class''....so young and tender.....i didnt noe wat was it going to be like...so i sat at home n cried n cried...My mum decided not to force me..so they didnt send me.....but reality was like this...i juz sat at home like a dungu...without developing any talent....music was my only ption left...i learned piano....n i use to hate it(cuz of my teacher)but then i had a great teacher...n learned to love it....deep down....i love classical...but my genre is jazz...Being old now....i realize sumthin....

Yesterday...i went for a dance drama organised by Suvarna Fine Arts...it was called Shilapadikaaram...an Indian epic....the story was beautiful...but before the event started...regrets juz filled the air....juz to see Ajith Dass( a renowned indian cultural dancer )stand...he stood wit much poise n grace full with confidence...when i saw him i juz knew that the event was going to be a success.....

The story was about this lady ,Kanagi who got married to a man called,Kovalan....he was a great dancer...n later he forgot all bout Kanagi beacause he left her for Mathavi...also a great dancer....one day Mathavi n Kovalan fought over sumthin small....n he went running back to Kanagi...they were poor...so kanagi said....''i'll sell my anklet''..(its a generation to generation anklet...which consist of RUBY'S)she sold it...but worked hard until both Kovalan n Kanagi had enuf money to buy it back..Kovalan went to town bought it....but didnt return....cuz he was killed by the kings guards....he was accused of stealing the anklet because the queen had the exact same one...

A man who had heard of Kovalan's death....refused to tell Kanagi...he rather cut his tounge than to speak the truth but he knew the truth had to be spoken...alwiz remember....alwiz speak the truth even if it leads to ur death..Kanagi was so angry.....she cursed n challenged to enter the kings palace....She stormed in looking so hysterical with her long hair let down...she asked the quenn...''my anklet has ruby's..what does yours have?''

The king broke the ankelt only to discover that it consists of PEARLS!!!she was mad.....fuming mad.......angry....she cursed the king n queen to die on the spot...they died...but she wasnt satisfied......she set the whole of Madurai(a town in India...it still exist)whole of Madurai to BURN!!BURN!!!and it burnt down to ashes......That was the end....The story thought me how KARMA governs us in every aspect of life.....

The effects were GREAT.....they had fire.....P.a system was FANTASTIC....i never rilli seen anything close to this in an audutarium...BRAVO.......cultural stuff like..the stick dance,the pot balancing,kavadi's n all we exhibited...it was a five hours dance drama....but it was worthwhile....i couldnt have done anythin better than to learn....tht my roots have strong culture n diversity....so beautifully shown....i forgot i was in malaysia....(now tht this country is damn racist...our political leaders want us,the nons to get out...when ask why it was said.....'ouh,as a figure of speech''....they can eat my shorts)anyway...if i had a chance....i wud want to learn more about my culture....if u larn urs...u'll be amazed.....its juz culture....dun get to personal....it aint religion....

Be free.....think......discover......learn.......indulge.......

niya

heyy!!

2006-11-17T09:31:00.001-08:00

hmm...finally blogging again after such a long time..!!but im sorry la ye....mua busy!!ok...i was suppose to post this yesterday,but then i was too scared cuz i was all alone!!!so i deleted the whole thing!!here i am,re-typing it.....

Alrite,yesterday while i was trying to kill time,i watched natinal geograpic channel(i noe...i noe....thtz so not me....)but hey,i watched this damn nice documentary about sum simple physics law...the question was,''Was Jesus Christ crucified on his palm or his wrist?''ok,first of all,im not a christian,but im a devout hindu....but nevertherless,i like to talk abt conspiracies....any theory tht defies the truth...so this is not for me to say anythin...

Back in action,the documentary was also about stigmata's.(noe watz that?...)stigma is acctually a mark of shame or disgrace....but the weird thing is tht,a few ppl around the world developed stigmata's on their palms!!Palms as in the mark which Jesus was crucified.They wake up one morning just to see their hands bleeding n with a scar jus like what Jesus had....

A lady from America,had a Cross bleeding from her forehead.And when she sleeps its a scar...but when she prays,it starts bleeding!!(it was proven thru hidden cameras)Freaky rite??But tht wasnt it.A lady from China,had stigma's on her palms and her forehead..Scientist took samples from these victims of stigmata's....

But the whole thing was proven when the scientist did their job.......it was damn easy to FAKE!!!!u noe why??let me teach u a trick,next time in ur chemistry lab,try n get caustic soda.....(ask ur teacher if u dunno where is it,cuz i dont want u hurt)alrite,juz dip a dry cotton bud in caustic saoda,and juz rub it in circular movements on ur palms......wait for at least 3 hours......it will start BLEEDING!!no pain!!!juz blood flowing out!!!!!

Bloody hell!!!they found out tht the lady frm china faked it all.....but the others around the world were real stigma's.....ya...for all that....she faked it!!thanks a lot!!

But the question,where was he crucified??Barbet(pronounced as Bar-Bay)he came up wit a principle long time ago tht jesus was crucified on the wrist...but recent scientist said its at the palm..!!Thtz the final say they have this time round.........but in some countries....they still say he is crucified on his wrist........

All in all,it acctually depends on ur believes.......at wat u hav faith in...it all depends on U...no one else...if u believe......thtz wat it is.....sometimes.....if u r lost,look down,deep within......URSELF!!!

Anywayz.......tomorrow is a busy day!!at bight goin 4 a cultural indian dance......will tell u about tht when i come back.........chioozz........

niya

hey hey....!!!!

2006-11-08T08:27:00.000-08:00

ok...i noe noe.....i have 4 tag boards....but it juz wun go away...i tried deleting it but it juz didnt wanna go....so...wat the heck...u wanna tag me 4 times....be my guest....i need help from my homies!!!ahh....i finally changed my skin...not bad la......im like dead tired cuz i've not been sleeping well lately....dunno la...like got so much in my head.!!

But,im gonna be worked out for this few days..so dun expect me to cum online n delete my tagboard la...ok...i'll do it soon ok...leen!!!i need ur help!!!

yesterday at sharp 10..i switched sim cards wit my dad cuz aku takde credit!and i decided to reply a msg from my fren....note that im replyin the msg almost 24 hrs late..but i at least replied ok!!..msg macam biasa je la..then at 11..i wanted to end the convo but coudnt cuz there were many questions i had to answer...so it continued till 12...then 12.30...then 1 a.m...the question abt life....out of curiosity,i asked...izzit normal for people to be two faced?as in a two faced hipocrit??u ask urself??r u one??dun deny....people change according to other peoples intentions on u......

Msg n msg sampai 2.15.....i was dead tired...so then i hit the bed...came to school met my friends..laugh...n laugh.....then balik...

P.s :Shups...sori i threw ur sandwich,yea....acctually u shud blame ur self...u said throw it...throw it....how wud i noe u want me to throw it in ur BAG?!!....ok...now i noe...ur bag is a dustbin...ok....if thtz the case...im at fault..hahaha....

Ok...i mite not be on9 to lepas steam for this few days,but i'll be back in action when i have sumthin funny to blog abt.....im sure there will be especially wit orentation around.....so watch out!!i hope there wud be a facinating banana dance.....

niya

Wuuuuhuu......

2006-11-06T01:18:00.000-08:00

hey hey.......finally im blogging for da first time.....i have been envious bout those forever talkin about their blogs....trust me...i had my days......whenever u guys would be talking bout sumthin,then if i go like ''what?what happened?''.....i'll get the same standard answer,''u go read my blog lah''......fine.....here i am,setting my blog wit lots of help cuz im like a computer dummy.i noe nothin.....but i promise i'll get better.
I use to be the one who alwiz says that i wun ever blog cuz i used to see all the bad sides of it..but i gotta admit itz kinda fun..besides that......i'm like damn glad my exams are over...though it was a long time ago,im still feeling kinda happy bout it...but i noe i gotta stop feelin happy cuz im startin to feel the heat for next year...i dunno la,what lies beyond..hehe....aite,thtz it for now....

~niya~